Ko_OL DuDe

Why muz it come to this? why......

2006-01-06T22:45:00.000-08:00

Don't know what to say now

Don't know where to start

I don't know how to handle

A complicated heart

You tell me you are leaving

But I just have to say

Before you throw it all away

Even if you want to go alone

I will be waiting when you're coming home

If you need someone to ease the pain

You can lean on me, my love will still remain

Don't know what you're thinking

To me it seems quite tough

To hold a conversation

When words are not enough

So this is your decision

And there's nothing I can do

I can only say to you

Even if you want to go alone

I will be waiting when you're coming home

If you need someone to ease the pain

You can lean on me, my love will still remain...

2005-12-24T18:23:00.000-08:00

~Whee... Last nite's party was excellent! =D I Loved the food sia!
soft shell crab, sashimi, tempura, dory fish, cold cuts, roasted steak, brownies etc.etc! OMG! I almost ate until I burst la!

And I finally know wadz it like to get drunk! WAHAHAHAZ! i drank urmz... 1,2,3... 10 glasses of red wine!!! XD feels great sia, feel DAMN high last nite! Then drank a little beer too... but didnt like the taste! It almost made me puke! dunno why ppl like beer sia...!

Then it was time for gift exchange!!! =)) i was so happy la...prezzies!
kkz...! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR! =))

2005-12-22T04:08:00.000-08:00

Rules of the game. write five facts or weird things bout yourself and make a list of five people at the end of this entry. tag the board on the pple on your list, saying "your tagged. look at my blog" and tadaaaaaaa.
~ I'm a pianist (loads of ppl dunno that... they think i'll probably smash up the piano)
~ I Love to watch cartoon
~I eat 5-7 meals a day
~I love choco
~I haven started on my bloody HW YET!

The 5 ppl are...
~Jeffy
~Madeline
~Elaine
~Cheeyang
~BAPOK! (u should know who u r) heeheehee! =p

2005-12-21T18:16:00.000-08:00

The best time I had during the hols is the COUNCIL CAMP!
I loved the second day the most coz there was sea sports! =D we had to built a raft and paddle it to the other side of the "longkang". I learnt a big lesson thru this raft building activity. "Never be too confident!" I tot that it was so easy to build a raft... but i didnt think that making a raft float on the water was that difficult! hahaz... my team came in last as a result... ='( fortunately the coaches gave my team 30mins to contruct a new raft and we made a crushing comeback for the raft race! We got 1st!XD

The confidence walk was also veh fun! Alex and me were the first pair coz no one else dared to go... but i guess, its the second pair that got all the frights, coz the excoz didnt know that the walk had started! Then it was so farnie la... cheeyang, sylvia and diana could wave to me and say "HI JOASH" when they were supposed to scare me! LOL! =p
After I had completed the walk, I went up to the top floor and scared the rest of the councillors together wif madeline, xiao yan, jeffy and han liang! You should have seen their faces sia! muahahaz... XD

This camp really bonded the councillors well and thanks to all the excoz for organizing this camp! *cheers* =D

How sweet is this....Gold Wrapping Paper

2005-12-21T17:34:00.000-08:00

A story was told that some time ago a mother punished her 5 year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and said,"This is for you, momma". The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner "Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?" The little girl had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full." The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and put her arms around her little girl, and she begged her forgiveness for her thoughtless anger. An accident took the life of the child only a short time later, and it is told that the mother kept that gold box by her bed for all the years of her life. Whenever she was discouraged or faced difficult problems she would open the box and take out an imaginary kisses and remember the love of the child who had put it there. In a very real sense, each of us, as human beings, have been given a golden box filled with unconditional love and kisses from our children, family, and friends. There is no more precious possession anyone could hold.

~Friends are like angels who lift us to our feet, when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly. =)

2005-12-11T19:01:00.000-08:00

yAoZx! I had such a great time yesterday at the expo! The BIG move was awesome! Especially the stage setup and everything! Juz like a rock concert... hahaz. Screens and sounds were like... damn nice la! =D Met my frens at expo mrt and we lingered around until the security guard shooed us off... met claire, phoebe, diana, sarah and rayner at the Max Pavilion too! =) After the service, we went to BK but it was so damn packed... so we ate at the food court instead... almost couldnt find a place too... thats the problem when 25,000 ppl sudddenly move to the expo! lol!

Shits la... haven started on my hol HW yet... ='(
lemme see... i have...
~10 chinese bk reviews >.<
~10 jian bao (stupid LMS!)
~4 Eng bk reviews
~4 eng newspaper article reviews
~4 maths papers
~Bio exercises
~Chemistry excercises
~Social studies... etc
So going to get screwed when skool re-opens! ~Whee... XD

2005-11-10T04:42:00.000-08:00

yAoZx!

Its been a long time! hahaz... Almost forgot my login i/d =x

hhmmm... got LOADS of things that happened throughout the past few months... But it'll probably bore u all to death...

2005-07-19T07:01:00.000-07:00

yAoZx...!

Sorry ppl... Long time nv update...! =X

Or rather... i tried updating... wrote one nice and long post... but internet connection

failed and eveything got erased! sianed!

Firstly... Congrats to HL and SAM for the presidency in Council! *cheers* =P

The sec one induction was quite fun...

Got to spray sec ones with the hose while they played games...! LOLx

Then while they having interview, we go and fill water bombs for president's game...

Then dunno who go start the "water fight" HAHAZ!

I got soaked even b4 the game started can...! =X

kkz... i g2g! sorry... promise to blog again soon!

2005-07-05T05:35:00.000-07:00

yAoZx!

I Better update firz... If not later lil piggy say I pian ren...

Then who noes might even BITE!

AHAHAZ! =P

K... BALLOON DAY was veh fun la...!

Went to skool at 9+ =X

I was not late hor... coz i'm only expected to be in skool at 12.30 for the

straits times concert thingy at Botanic Gardens!

Reach skool then make lotsa BALLOONS!

So Fun lor! Twisting them until they burst! hehe =))

Then went to help to pack balloons in the hall...

But so stuffy... skool DAMN budget sia... dun wanna on aircon! =(

After that i go council room wait for everyone to come

then we board the bus go botanic gardens!

For 2 hours after that... all the volunteers slacked lor...hahaz

Eat hotdogs and talk!

Then dunno y suddenly jeff and this lil pig say cannot sell in the botanic gardens...

so want to go out to sell... but dunno how to go out! LOL!

So i go "pick" them up! (they really damn blur sia =X)

By then my leg almost gonna break liao! then still got duty... muz stand for like... 3 more hours!

OMG... Me and Hui wen were like... "JIU MING ARH" hahaz...

lucky got break... so go watch concert lor...!

manage to catch the Singapore Idols! wo0ho0! =D

Then president's birthday ma... so every performance muz say

"Happy birthday Mr president"

hahaz! like so coool lor... ( if u r the president la)

Everything ended at 8 and we took the bus back to skool at 8.30

I Wanted to go wif the councillors for dinner lor...

But my unreasonable parents la... haishhhh

dun wanna tok about it! =X

Then coz i quarelled wif them... they dun allow me to go movies wif my fwens on youth day!

Somemore call 2 tuitions for me lor..! WTF >.<

So PISSED@!

but nvm... all over le...! no use harping over it! =))

2005-06-27T02:08:00.000-07:00

yAoZx! =)

I juz changed my blog skin about 2 days ago... added a taggy too...! wo0ho0!

But actually not i change la... Xiao yan helped me *Thanx ALOT*

Hahaz... coz the blog in my com got some language problem... all in chinese! (my chinese SUX)

Didnt expect U to help me after wad i did to urs...! lol!

Took me 2 days to find this skin... almost got bored to death!

Like all the skin for ger leh... sianed!

May want to change soon la... This skin abit plain...

And i haven done my profile and intro properly yet...! LOLX

Today the Firz day of skool quite fun la... juz not used to waking up so early now...

Saw all my fwens today... then like got alot of things to tok... especially the stupid SS project!

~ARGH! i So HATE the new time table! Probably bcoz of the P.E period...

Stupid la... P.E on fri... sianed! :(

My History teacher changed from ms Yati to Mrs Maston.

Prefered Ms yati leh... she like better than Mrs Maston!

Mrs Maston tok hor... damn long winded! OMG! Like ah-ma lidat... =P

Then ask us to do some things like... PERSONAL TIME TABLE!

crap sia... all the periods in my timetable is going to be filled up with... *ONLINE* heheez!

Hmmm... i will be blogging quite often now la...

so do drop by and tag my blog if u have the time!

*CHEERS*

Bye! =))

My feelings haf been bottled up for too long... juz too long!

2005-06-22T03:38:00.001-07:00

yAoZx...!
I haven been blogging properly for like... 5 months! But who cares, i guess no one ever comes to this lousy blog! hahaz. Thanx to some ppl for keeping my blog alive... Elaine, sorry for the misunderstanding... i tot it was someone else that "hacked" my blog! ( Anyway... who cares! This blog is crap...! Gonna change soon, hopefully...)
I realised i've changed alot from sec 2! U might see me in skool always smiling and energetic and cheering ppl up... but i guess thats juz the other side of me... dunno why i'm getting so moody these days...feeling lost, hated, ignored... *emotional* haix! Dun get scared... i dun have split personality! hahaz...
I'm starting to hate the hols... juz so boring... no action! Whole day stay at home do HW (stupid teachers! sick and tired of jian bao!) Then play maple die so many times... nobody come help and play with me...*depressing* My com also DAMN laggy... sometimes juz feel like picking it up and throw it down! *frustrated*
Thot of going wakeboarding... its so FUN, miss it so much, but got no $$ *sniff* waiting for my allowance... coz my parents dun give during hols! $ian... Toking about parents... dunno y they so overreacting over my results... i only failed e-maths ma... not say fail until veh cham rite... they r so unreasonable! like i'm the only one that failed! i bet at least 1/2 the whole sec 3 failed lor...! haishhh.... then worst still... my sis in RGS GEP... always take her come compare with me... WTF juz FUCK OFF la...! DUN WANT TO HEAR! :((
~Today juz took a walk at TM... go there eat lunch... nuthing much! Then come back... my mum immediately told me to do work! WTH... PPL juz came back, want to sit down, rest for awhile then do their own things... she come and tell me do HW... if she's not my mum... i swear i'll juz shout *FUCK OFF* and slam the door in her face...! (why do my life seem full of misery...?)
Then there's her too... haix... dun wanna tok too much about her... but juz cant stop thinking about her... can see her online whole day... but when toking in conversation, recently quite strained... not like b4... then got so many guys after her... dun think she noes also!
Dunno whether i stand a chance... u may be reading this... hell i dunno... but juz wanna say that u r my only one...! Juz miss u so much... (stupid hols) I'll be contented if we can be juz close fwens... and hopefully we can be more than juz fwens in time to come...!
~Listen carefully... u'll noe my heart is empty... and no love but urs will make it whole! ilu...

Wo0hoO...! kkaes... finally pen down my feelings... guess thats wad the blog is for...! =))

2005-06-20T23:17:00.001-07:00

Another day is going by

I'm thinking about you all the time

But you're out there

And I'm here waiting...

And I wrote this letter in my head

'cuz so many things were left unsaid

But now you dun seem to care

And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance

To make you understand

I'd do anything...

Just to hold you in my arms

To try to make you laugh

Somehow I can't put you in the past

I'd do anything

Just to fall asleep with you

Will you remember me?

'cuz I knowI won't forget you

So now

If you miss me have no fear

I'll be here

I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand

I'd do anything

Just to hold you in my arms

Try to make you laugh

Some how I can't put you in the past

I'd do anything

Just to fall asleep with you

Will you remember me?

'Cuz I know I won't forget you

I close my eyes

And all I see is you

I close my eyes

I try to sleep

But I can't forget you

And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything

Just to hold you in my arms

To try to make you laugh

Somehow I can't put you in the past

I'd do anything

Just to fall asleep with you

To fall alseep with you, with you yaCuz I know I won't forget you!

Haisshhhh....!

2005-06-20T21:13:00.000-07:00

Hey gal, look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

Do you think I'm wasting my time

Doing things juz to please u

'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that I'm alright

And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late

And We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect...

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spend with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard Just to talk to you

'Cuz you don't understand

2005-06-11T08:37:00.000-07:00

wei~ go change ur blogskin n update ur veh veh old bloggie lar.. cme my blog complain so much.. n since u no erm taggie board.. heh! i shall write a post for ya den. dun delete ehh.. is erms.. being NICE to u.. kekez!!! hmm... im not joash.. aniwae.. cme my blog visit mi okies?? n link mi! tag my board den i oso link u.. okok?? den erms.. hmm... pester tis joash to update his blog.. hahaha!! ask him change his blogskin.. veh old le.. muz b up to erm.. fashion =pPp heehee.. wah.. veh long n nice post.. cannot delete hor.. =pPp heeheehee~ cme my blog kks? =D will cme back again de =))

2005-06-06T02:11:00.000-07:00

WAAAAAAHAHAHAAHAHA ~!~!~!~!~

U EVIL !!! EVIL !!! hahaha ... =D

2005-05-28T06:27:00.000-07:00

hey !!! elaine here !!! wahahaha ... =D ur blog is so not updated . haha ...

C.O Concert...!

2005-01-22T17:31:00.000-08:00

Hiazx...! hexhex...! so long never rite liaoz...! i'll juz be writing a short one..! coz later got tuition...!
The Dunman High AV operator was so Sia lan lor...! he sae wad..."Our principle is Kind enough to lent u the auditorium FREE OF CHARGE...!"

MUHAHAHAHAHAZZZ... HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!!

2004-12-31T22:26:00.000-08:00

HI... hahaz... long time nv rite liaoZ... =)
Today is the first day of 2005...!!! *cheers* *YAY* *yahoo* *Yeah baby* eh_hehe...! dotz
Anyway... i went for a barbecue party at a friendz house on new yearz eve...! nothing much happen actually larhz... juz had some fun wif a petrol powered-remote control aircraft...! hahaz... my friends father bought it abroad... ;) Then suddenly we heard... 5, 4, 3, 2, 1,
HAPPY NEW YEAR...! HAHAZ...!
BUT...sad thing is... once new year comes... mean skool reopening in 2 daes time lorz...! haix... g2 say buiah to the hols le...! :'(
oh well... 'nothing gold can stay...!' opps... y am i saying that... (this phrase can be found in the outsiders for literature in sec 2...!)
kkz...!
*yawns* g2g bb
see u next time...!

Post christmas...

2004-12-25T23:31:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone...! MMmmmm... haix... christmas end liaoz... then during christmas got no time to publish post...anyways...!!! Chirstmas was FUN... coz i went out wif some councillors (Lek, mad, maine, drey, ivan...etc.) hahaz...
we actually wanna go and catch a movie... BUT... haix... no ticket...
even eng wa dun haf... so juz walk around... look see... then we go to long john silver for break... Then in the MRT hor... we throw paper balls at each other... then so paiseh when we hit other passengers... :-X hahahazzz... dun let ms lim noe arhz...!!! lolx... then go home got party...all my relatives all come to my house for gathering... too bad it all ended in 12-hours... sniff*....! kkz... my sis wanna use the com... bb... ;-D

Christmas EVE...!!!

2004-12-23T21:25:00.000-08:00

HI... I'm back... (like duh) So happy... today christmas eve... then later got party... then tml got party... then tml tml also got party...!!! =)
hahaz... dotz...! Finally feel better after sleeping... during the council camp and sec one registeration onli sleep for 4 hours... hexhex...! so excited... can get presents tonight and tml...!!! hahaz... kkz... guest come liaoz... g2g... bb
;-)

Fun Dae...

2004-12-23T02:30:00.000-08:00

MMMmmmmm... juz created this blog... juz a newbie Dunno how to start... lol ...! kkz... today have the sec 1 registration...! The sec ones all look so cute... hahaz... anywayz... me n sum other councillors went to bowl after that...
it was fun... but... had to go home early coz got the stupid tuition... dunno y my mom want me to have tuition during the hols...!!! Haixz...! =(